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Transitions are hard. My dentist, that has been around since childhood, retired back in Dec 2024. It has been hard trying to find a dentist because you want to find someone that will be around for a while. Have that stability. You look at those condo spaces that have medical spaces. Some end up empty. Some change tenants often. It ends up making me nervous that the medical team or dentist will leave and you’re now stuck trying to find another dentist. I’d rather be “loyal” to a dentist than shop around. Like it shouldn’t be a business but rather someone who cares about the work they do. Felt that way about my dentist. She cared. Then I hear stories from others and it sounds like they’re trying to sell you something you might not need. Kind of what happened to my partner. Some things sold can involve a lot of risks. Or dental clinics would confuse partners… like my BFF and his former partner and they’d book them for dental appointments thinking they were one person…. how do you confuse two people as one?

Suicide ideation is frustrating. I just feel done. I feel as if I’m being toyed with.

You want to laugh about it, or smirk at me with a dumb look, but this is the reality. (You know who you are). I feel like I don’t need to be here. So laugh if you want, if you’re a psychopath.