Literally everywhere I go. Everything is working against me. I just fucking can’t. This is fucked up. Like I just want to die. Like I can’t any more. So fuck all of this.

So Kara Ford is making $211k up from $157k as Director of Strategy and Stakeholder Engagement at a fairly small healthcare facility. She previously made $128k-132k as a manager in public affairs. All four government postings, paid by taxpayers. She has a two year diploma from Conestoga College in Broadcasting. Typically a role like Communications…

I’ve tried my best to avoid shouting during conflicts. It’s something I’ve seen as a child with my parents. I’ve tried my best to work on myself to not be that person. Not shout when things get intense or emotional. Speaking with AL, it sounds like I haven’t raised my voice with her. I think…

April 2 was Autism Awareness Day or Autism Acceptance Day. I never really thought I was Autistic. Sure, I joked with friends about being OCD about things or having ADHD squirrel moments. It was only recently that I started to really look deeper into the topic. But I never thought Autism looked like me or…

This weekend was pretty intense. Yes, I’m going to use the word intense. Saturday was filled with a lot of events – 3 protests, street photography, short hangout with a friend and a catch up with a friend at her coffee shop. All three protests were meaningful and represent what’s currently going on in this…

Had a very hard time with energy levels today. Couldn’t get up out of bed. I couldn’t deal with the day. I know there’s the idea of counting 1-5 and getting out of bed. Just things couldn’t work. Only thing to get me out of bed was to get to the webinar on ASD. Cleaned…

I’m tired. Like I want to make a change in this world but it’s hard. The WSIB process is stupidly complicated, there’s no transparency. All documents are not listed in the claim, you have no idea where it’s at if you’re appealing it. It’s not an easy website to navigate. Through that in with other…

We decided to see a movie at the Woodbine Mall – the state of that mall really makes me wonder what is going on. I will have to further look into that but there are a lot of roof leaks. I popped into the washroom after having dinner at the food court and there was…

This is a frustrating state of mind. When you have a hard time prioritizing things, your thoughts. Words just don’t come out as you want. Even in written language, you can’t figure out your thoughts or words. Even trying to read articles or posts makes it difficult. My attention span is not there. And I…

Long gone are the days of appliances and equipment lasting years. You have fridges that once lasted very long and needed parts replaced. Now the part replacement is the cost of purchasing a new fridge. Creating a lot of waste and unnecessary energy waste. How can we logically justify all that energy wasted to create…