Just when I thought the suicide ideation was gone, it hit today. I’m on a tread mill and these thoughts just don’t leave. It comes in waves. I just want to leave my phone at home and not be found. I’m just done with these games. Like I’m done. What do people want from me.…

Never really thought about the different unspoken rules in different cultures. I do understand that there are differences in English and Polish culture during greetings – one you’re expected to say you’re good and the other says shit’s terrible. Add the fact that a neurodivergent person has to further navigate through these cultures and unspoken…

It’s interesting when conversing with a group of people: It does get hard when one person dominates the conversation and you don’t have a word in edge-wise. You gotta find a good balance in that.

I think back to the past with my relationship to alcohol. It was always a contentious topic within my family. My parents fought around it. My dad always had to have beer or vodka. There was always an argument when we travelled up north to camp. My dad would always have this demeanour that feels…

Trying to figure out what works and what doesn’t. I think talking about health and safety on LinkedIn in an unmasked manner does get some convos going. Just struggling with trying to also get some photography in. I’m glad the posts are getting needed conversations around neurodivergence and caring for workers. But ultimately, I’m still…

Thought I’d take a drive up north to Nottawasaga and walk through some Niagara Escarpment canyons. Didn’t pan out since the trails are heavily snowed in and the snowshoes I got were a fail. They didn’t even stay on my feet. Why does Canadian Tire even sell this stuff if it doesn’t work? On the…

Posted that LinkedIn post about my HSE burnout experiences. I think I’m mentally noting who is likely neurodivergent without asking. It’s kind of having that gay radar that’s present. Speaking with friends, it sounds like I’m able to also determine who is neurodivergent as well. It bums me out that these people who are highly…